????

Deg deg... Deg deg... Deg deg.....
my hear beating since yesterday
waiting for the lab result, the result that going to judge me
whether i am ok or not oke
sigh...

Kemaren, after dokter ask me to have further examination
they took my blood for the test
the lab guy told me that i can c the result by afternoon
my heart start to beating...

cant wait no more i call that guy

me: ' mas Piye??'
Si Mas: 'lah durung mbak yuu, sesok jarene uwong lan sing nang jakarta'
me: 'lah, di kirim ke jakarta to mas??'
'Si Mas: njeeh' mbak yuu, nang kene kan ra iso...ndak lengkap alat e

ahh... tomorrow than it is

today, i call him again in the morning
masih belum dpt katanya
and again at this time

me: 'Mas...piye to??' kok masi belum??
Si Mas: mbuh e, yo wes, tak telpun ke sono yooo
ntar aku kabarin
me: lah mas...aku deg deg an e, aku ga sabar n khawatir
Si mas: yo yooo...tak telpun saiki

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3 minute later
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kriiiiiiiiiing
ne: Halo...
Si mas: mbak yu, dah kelar katanya, tapi mau di fax mbesok aja
kan ini uda mau jam pulang to??
sesok pagi wes langsung dateng ke clinik yo, langsung ketemu dokterne
me: mas...di kasi tau ndak hasilnya opo?? piyee aku kena penyakit itu ndak??
Si mas: Ora e mbak yu, wes sesok ae..sing sabar too

sigh....
antara pengen n ga pengen tau
takut, tapi ga sabar
deg deg an and deg deg an...
kok ga berhenti2 yah masalahnya,
it's like never ending story of my sickness...